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Utt! Many, many people were bugging him for a snapshot. Haha.

Commendation Day 301009




Grandma's Birthday Celebration 301009



Coolest Grandmother ever!

PEEDOUBLEYOU

I TAKE BACK MY WORDS

I'D LIE MORE THAN A MILLION TIMES AND NOT FEEL BAD AT ALL

+ i shall not swear here

these words are my heart and soul

Past 2 days were simply gr8 even though I felt bad lying. I wish for more days like the days before. I had a good break from school, even though we were strongly urged not to rest on our laurels. Next week's gonna suck, all over again. School really gives me hell. It's amazing that it isn't really the workload that bothers me, but the people. I don't think PW itself is a major bitch like probably everyone else thinks; it actually boils down to the people around you (me). I'm desperate for a good company.

K but I don't deny I'm kind of biased. I have classmates who are actually nice to me, but I really find it hard to click with them. I have no common topics with anyone in school at all. I turned down almost every invitation to go out, even if it's merely for a simple dinner in the vicinity. My life is boring rly. I headed home even after my last paper the week before because Xinling's classes ended at 4, and even Andrea was away for a camp.

Oh on a side note, the mini laptop that I'm currently using really comes in handy, I like its longer battery lifespan compared to my other laptop. It explains why I haven't even been appearing offline in so long, because apparently I gave up trying to download window messenger here after much technical problems. Gerard told me that I gain something, I lose something. Except that his analogy is bad ttm HAHAHA. Because yesterday my stomach hurt so bad till I could barely speak, and it was the first time I've ever felt like that so that ass told me perhaps I gained someone awesem like him so god removed the pain-killer device that was in my womb. My god.

Yesterday was also the day I chewed on 2 panadols along with 2 cups of water filled to the brim, hahahaha. Bitter ttm! I rly can't swallow pills since a long time ago, but I used to try. In the past when it still refused to go down to my esophagus even after an hour I just spat it out. I thought I was the only lousy earthing but someone 2 years older can't as well, how pathetic right! ^^

So amidst the hectic pace of school, I managed to catch The Proposal and The Ugly Truth with favourite boy. The former was nicer IMO! I didn't get to watch The Time Traveler's Wife which I badly wanted to though. Oh and we almost went to Sentosa to watch Songs of the Sea last night but didn't in the end. Heard it was quite fantastic, let's go there another time k! [:

Actually there are quite some places that I haven't been to/want to go in Sg. The Zoo, Katong, Chinatown and ECP Lagoon Hawker Centre for example. Random much, haha! As much as I wish to travel overseas, I think it's only proper that I go to every place in Sg first. I once thought of taking the train and alighting at every station that I haven't been to. But seriously, who has the luxury of time to do that now.

On a Friday when I didn't have school, Andrea and I went to the airport for Starbucks coffee as well as to satisfy my craving for some Thai food and Tom Yam Soup (!!!)

This spells Joy. :D




K just a little update on my life, till next time!
P.S. I soo can't wait for the 18th to come! :D

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i'm blogging there too! :)

happy august

And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars


haven't felt this good in a long time.

because yesterday was WILLrun and i clocked 17km in 1hr 45min the atmosphere was great with mascots and marshals and water guns and pop songs playing et cetera and i loooove the WILLrun shirts! because the pink superman towels finally arrived. because after everything i met up with oh gerard william the biggest idiot on earth and we went to Admiralty to see his sister's new born baby and then bus-ed to Tampines and then to Pasir Ris. because i survived through madness training on wednesday which was even more exhausting than the 17km run. because my first draft of eom was well-done with only minor refinements to make. because that meant that waking up at 1am and sleeping at 4am wasn't a waste. because that means that i will be PW trouble-free for a couple of weekends. because i'm in the 95 percentile for GP and Chinese even though the rest suck. because friday is Thanksgiving celebration so there will be no lessons. because there's gonna be a long weekend. because that means that GP oral presentation will be postponed. because LIVERPOOL WAS IN SINGAPORE! :):):)

but certainly not because i'm off to study for econs test, like now. ):

wreck

+ wanying + yiern :)

my new blog is my best friend.

i think i won't be blogging here anymore

we're slow dancing in a burning room

i personally think it's such a twit song BUT! the guy like quite hensum (^.^)


"if there is anything that scares me the most, it is that feeling you get when you're at your lowest point. when you're there, at the bottom of your universe, fighting off the seemingly unending darkness bit by bit.. and you've been brave. you've tried to be strong.

but even as you trudge along, and peel off the multiple layers of emptiness and loneliness that litter your sky, you realise that no matter how long you've been working at it, the end still remains nowhere in sight and the cracks in the darkness are still far too minuscule to even make a difference.

and that's about the time i give up trying, every single time. because a glimmer of hope.. is exactly that. a glimmer. and it isn't enough to save me (or you)."

sick of it.

edit}
i just facebooked and saw quite some photos it makes me miss the people alot i almost cried haha i miss you guys. seriously. ):

science centre

hadn't been there in so long :



i officially missed the dateline for chemistry online test. anymore?
i shall say, i completed it but the system refuses to let me submit my answers haha okeh this can't go on, shouldn't go on, mustn't go on. i must start on my revision and homework! starting from right after i publish post.

hahahaha i suddenly received so many emails from Fb at 7:22PM i thought my account got hacked. i'm still a noob at it; don't know how to add people, don't know how to tag people. never bothered doing so anyways. i play crazytaxi haha lame...




I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, a little more every day.

:)

shoot me

without you, i live it up a little more everyday
without you, i’m seeing myself so differently
i didn’t wanna believe it then
but it all worked out in the end
when i watched you walk away, well i never thought i'd say
i’m fine without you

i am so damn x infinity bored i've been wasting my time away. i did nothing, absolutely nothing, study-wise. if this persists i'd be dead, study-wise. people in my class are f studious i swear... or is it anglican people are just this laid-back bunch of procrastinators. ha ha. damn i don't want to go science centre from 8-5! ): i don't want trainings to be in the morning! ): i want to sleep! nvm crazytaxi shall keep me company. i'm mad, chenyin said so. o by the way, my phone is fine already.

good times, bad times

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

mid-year examinations just ended on friday and GPP is due on monday, where's my life?


okay whatever, i'm going to escape theme park. :D
and i'm getting my iPod Touch during the holidays (unless the parents go back on their words) i'm so excited i want it in gorgeous red cover skin!

P.S. my phone hasn't been working since.. the commence of my exams. i can't send out a single text message nor can i receive any message from anyone. anything plz call me instead!
P.S.S. i miss my friends plz date me out soon!

and when i look into your eyes, man i wish that i could stay

for you:

i think you are probably the only one who bothers to come here even though you know better i haven't been updating. so as not to disappoint you, i'm gonna post this up. hahahaha. surprise! no more 18th of march. :) xoxo!